Year 2012

It has been a long time I didn't share anything here.

This is a really common starting sentence for many bloggers =P

Life is challenging

This is the conclusion that I made after working for 1 year ++

What I did in Year 2012?

1. Get a job

2. Enjoy & complaint about the job

3. Fall sick & recover again&again

4. Quit the job

Seem like my job is all I had so far

Haha

Of course not =P

Life is actually tough throughout the year

and I realize there is ugly part of me that I dare not touch

but I have to, then change...

Thanks, Year 2012

Because of the experience that I had in the year

I grow up

Thanks, Darling

Thanks for giving me high score

and being so considerate

I know I am stubborn =)

Miss Braces =)

我说  不如露齿微笑吧

然后拍了这张照片纪念纪念

这时我开始当牙套小姐的第一个月

老实说

回想了一遍   我到底哪来的勇气与决心拔了六颗牙

然后还带上了这麻烦得不行的牙套

大概只有天晓得吧

说真的  看到美食当前的那些时刻  我都后悔到不行

可是也只维持了短短几分钟

happy go lucky 的个性让我生活过得挺愉快的

虽然有人说 “you look cute with braces”

可是也有人说 "..."

男朋友也谨慎的作出回应

“我有变丑吗？”

“没有啦  只是变不漂亮而已”

哈哈  还真谢谢你的诚实啊

我知道啦  我嘴巴现在关不太起来 哈哈

熬几个年头  相信一切都会变得更美好的

我要当快乐的牙套小姐

啦啦啦啦啦啦

First Job

I found my first official job

There were many first times happened lately

First official job interview

First real job training

First time interacting with Autistic Kids

First time using ABA approach to help the kids

First experience working with so many different people

First time talking so so much in English (I need improvement...)

First time sleep at 9pm after 12 years old (Haha!!!)

Many first times =P

Brand new experiences

So far, I enjoy working as a behavior therapist

=)

Among so many first time, this one really light up my life

The very first time I feel success about helping the child learn a new skill

When he made some progress of something useful, it really cheers me up!!!

Although it is tiring, I am still doing and feeling good so far!

=D

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zixian

Job Hunting

Job Hunting

I would say the process is quite self-destructive...

lolx...

When there is no feedback, you would start thinking...

"Am I lousy???"

"I am sure I am not good enough"

"Oh My God, then what should I do???"

Haha

What should I do???

Keep searching

Keep waiting

and still ENJOY the process

=)

Come on

This is your first job

Don't simply choose

I will find what I love to do

just have to take my time

don't be rush...

love,

zixian

Working...

Currently work with my mum

Stay at Melacca Hotel

Oh god, the work made ppl very very tired!!!

TIRED!!!

Hard to meet with dear due to many circumstances

Feel kinda SAD

Love to stay by your side

After finish my work, sure will go to meet with my super dear!!!

Work hard now

Play hard later

=)

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zixian baby

Endless holidays???

Finished my last paper in July

Finished my Uni Life

Oh god, I am only an unemployed fresh-graduate...

So far, my life is fine...

Without starting the worries of hunting job, everything is fine...

So far I still enjoy it...

The days without assignments, quizzes, exams and lecture...

=P

BTW, I plan to work in Singapore...

I am being optimistic here... 

"I can find a job before the end of the year"

Haha... Still, I plan to go to Taiwan with friends... 

Hope the plan will work...

Zixian, you should start your job hunting already...

Everybody seems busy in working on something else...

only you still in holiday mood...

Okay, at least there is Vivian is with me now... lepak everyday!!!

Haha =P

我想说

我想说

心情真复杂

开心的同时又担心

担心的同时又觉得解脱

还真复杂呢

呵呵

还是专心地爱着Edwin简单些

=P

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zixian

宝贝 笑一个

要照顾身体

要喝多多水

要好好睡觉

不能生病

因为这样会自己辛苦

身边的人也难过

宝贝

说好了哦

要笑就一起笑

要哭就一起哭

所以你答应我会当个坚强好男儿

我也答应你会当个坚强女强人

宝贝宝贝

笑一个嘛

这几天没睡好没吃好

也没看到你放松的表情

宝贝宝贝

把自己的心情调试好

这样对身边的每个人都好

对病人也好

加油加油

无论何时

你都有我的支持

爱你哟

紫贤

茫然

快毕业了

到底该何去何从

3 months

We have been together for 3 months =)

But I feel like we have been go through a lot and it makes me feel like we are dating for years

=P

Hey my baby boy...

Kinda miss u now...

Why you stay so far away from here...?

Thank a lot for what you have done for us.

I feel blissful every moment even when I am in stress =)

Hehe...

Ok lar...

You know what...?

I am gonna go back to my work after I post this...

I swear

=P

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zixian

解脱？

解脱了

真的吗

昨天和妙女王聊天

聊啊聊啊

聊到了爱情

她说

她又沉沦了

原本我还很期待是个new guy

结果不是

结果还是同一个烂男人

当下我有点郁闷

好吧 我承认  我也沉沦过

经过一年半的沉沦

我解脱了

我活来了

原来放手就是这么一回事

而且我现在很幸福

遇到了不对的男人

就是要学会放手

这是经验谈

想当初我流的泪应该比一公升还多

lol

妙

希望这是我最后最后一次恭喜你解脱了

而且也不希望再听到同个男人的消息

知道吧

如果再听到  我也不要理你了

最后最后

还是要硬硬加一句

Darwin, 爱你哟!!!

哇哈哈!!!

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zixian

两个人的荒岛

听完这首歌后

我问铁汉

“如果我们在只有我们两个人的荒岛  你会怎么办啊?”

“嗯... 带你去打猎咯...”

“然后?”

“过后会帮你按摩咯  打猎会累嘛...”

哈哈

铁汉果然温柔

=P

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zixian

日剧 一公升的眼泪

一公升的眼泪

赚人热泪的一部日剧

好几年前看过几遍

每次都哭到半死

感人呐!!

这是插曲

我好幸福啊

健康的活着

=)))

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zixian

Edwin sang birthday song!!!

I review my pictures in my lappie

and found something touch and interesting that I really want to share

There was a video shot by my cousin during my birthday

The guy bought me my favorite cake

and sang the birthday song

=)
He was shy but cute =P

The description of the video
"Uploaded this for keeping the memorable moment and also for fun... My first birthday celebration with my special one... since I was told that he doesn't like to sing birthday song, so I must keep this recording till the moment I die... because he sang several versions of birthday song for me... =)

Although there were only few pieces of cake, but I felt touch at the moment =)
Your heart outweigh all the other things for example the birthday present toothpaste =P

Love you, my dear!!!
You know, you have done a good job as a boy friend...
You are gentle, considerate, fun and cute... =)
But don't ever expect me to admit that you look like Louis Koo... =P

Muakzzz...!!"

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zixian

铁汉和狗

我家铁汉其实很温柔的

呵呵

铁汉柔情

只专属于我的哟

=P

可是铁汉的狗很不善解人意

因为不能睡在铁汉的房间所以发脾气

铁汉弟弟还说铁汉不要狗狗小老婆了

然后我变成恶毒的女人啦

可是真的是不能忍受

铁汉的房间有个裸女

天天赤裸裸的躺在铁汉的床边

任何一个女人都无法忍受这种情况吧

铁汉  人狗有别

记住哦

紫贤

无价之宝

Edwin 说

“你是我的无价之宝”

哈哈

高兴

=D

Nervous, Worry, Exciting??? I don't know...

Holidays ended

A new semester starts

I am taking "substance abuse" and 

"understanding children in changing society"

as my elective =)

Sound interesting??? Hehe...

But I really hate the stupid timetable!!!

I have class on Monday, Thursday and Friday... WTH....

The thing I hate the most is...

I can't skip any class because of the pop quizzes that aim to keep people in the boring lecture

=(

which mean, I have no time to go back Johor during these few weeks

This is my last semester already...

I can feel the tension of being a working adult in few months later...

Argh....

Wanna do master degree or not???

Argh...

I know I am late for saying this, but I should start plan for my future d...!!!

Zixian, Go Go Go!!!

Muakzzz!!!

Holidaysssssssss

Now, come to the forth day...

I have done nothing...

=.=

but we should do nothing during holidays right???

hehe..

lazy me...

not exactly nothing...

Darwin and me went to Melacca for movie and cake...

I went to Muar to meet some cute girls and have nice food...

and some dramas and books...

=)

hehe...

I sleep a lot too..

I want to get rid of the dark circle

It makes me look very scary..

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zixian baobeiiii

Holidaysssssss

Yo!!! Zixian baby girl, you are going to graduate soon...

Stand for few hours, then you are off from the crazy subjects...

I was a lil bit regret for the decision of choosing difficult elective subjects...

Crazy Crazy Crazy...

This semester is like a mess!!!

A lot of things happened, changes happened...

But I think I am coping quite well now in terms of interpersonal relationship....

Just, I cant bear with the laziness and avoidance strategy that I adopted when dealing with academic difficulty...

the consequence --> a panda typing the post at this moment... 3am...?

Argh!!!

Last paper will finish 11 hours later!!!

After that will go to Mid Valley sing-k...

or go to KLCC Kinokuniya shop shop... 

Back to Johor with my lovely cousin+driver - JY around evening hours

Woohooo!!!

My 2 weeks holiday start!!!!!

Who wanna jio me go out de, please contact me yaaaaa!!!

I cant wait for the relaxing time

I can sleep no matter how late it is

I can watch drama till have black circle... I miss korea, taiwan and hongkong series so so much!!!

I can go to many places to try out new nice food!!!!

I wanna do a lot a lot of things!!!!

Really cant wait for it!!!

I am super excited now...!!!

LOL

It is a bit weird that I dance like a crazy woman in front of my lappie...

Hehe..

okokok... control your emotion please...

you are going to experience a hard time before you can go for your holidays...

Ok lar, BACK to work...

=P

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zixian

Psychology???

Many people asked me

"Why psychology???"

If I am free, I will tell them a long long story which started with nursing...

If I am not free, I will tell them I also don't know how come I chose psychology...

After that I have to answer another question which is pretty annoying...

I cannot figure out what are you thinking right now...

Psychology is a scientific study about behaviors, cognitions and affection, not magic...

and now

I wanna asked myself

"Why psychology???"

...

...

...

...

...

If you are not prepared yet, please don't come to HELP study Psychology...

Hehe...

I wish I could read Dr. Goh and Dr. Hera's mind now...

=(

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zx