A Cute DiDi I met in Lift

I walked into the lift
A cute didi, looks like only 20 years old asked me "you are taking accounting?"
At first, I was thinking don't reply him...
But he looks cute+handsome, plus the fact that I am proud cos I am Psy student
Then I said "NO"
"Then what are you taking?" He asked.
"Psychology" I answered.
"Oh, we are same, I am taking psy too. This is my first semester."
"What year are you in?" He asked again.
"Year 3" I answered.
Then he looked kena shock and asked "How old are you?"
"22 this year." Then I give him a smile.
*Actually I am super super happy when he ask my age!! I feel like wanna laugh loudly!!!*
See lar, this is so called "female" =P

After that we have no more chance to chat.
Many ppl walked into the lift...
Then that was the end...
Hehe...

A small event will makes me happy =)
This is good.

Tired for being different

Come back to Muar for few days already
I spent most of the time in my room with my laptop
Look like I am wasting my time (actually I am wasting my time =P)
I know I should work on my assignment
But my motivation GONE~~~

A lot of things flash back when I stay alone
I know
The memories of you and me will never disappear
What I need to learn is to accept the truth and continue my journey

I still can laugh loudly in front of many people
I still can pretend as normal "zixian" when I meet people

But deep inside, I know there is a change that I don't want to recognize
I scared for being alone
I scared for being different
I scared because you are you, nobody can be you again


I saw a msg written by a famous person posted by Anny Sia today
It is wrote for single lady
"别把犯贱当真爱"
It is so true
It is really true
It is very true


My Dear,
Why I feel so tired???

I should go out and meet real man
I should go out and date cute man


Damn... I wanna cry...

by
Zixian

勇气

我害怕改变
所以我常常选择不改变
不去改变不该改变的 固然好
但是该改变的却迟迟不改 很不好


但是现在我发现
跨出的那一步是值得的


突然想到好久好久以前有人说过: No Pain No Gain
呵呵 我同意 我真的获得很多

删掉了过去的posts...
正式的告别
然后 向前望

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear.

Zixian