Blessings

People are surprise

I know...

But I really hope I can have your blessings...

Especially you...

Zixian

L.O.V.E

Don't say I don't post anything ya... =P

Happy outing with someone special during my big day!!!

and Thanks for everything!!!

Of course including the *toothpaste* =)))


Hmmm... Q&A session....


You might have question regarding the speedy changes happened in my life
How to say???
Hmm...
Actually the last one, dependency took a big place in the relationship
That's why I can't leave him because
 I am so dependent on what he could give me no matter his heart is with me or not
Thought of escape from the problematic relationship had been in my mind for more than 1 year
And finally friends' advise and my determination made it happen
How I felt after the break up??
I felt relieve... I think this is a good idea for both of us...

Then why Zixian engage in a new romantic relationship in such a fast speed...?
My parents said "flower heart"
and I know they are not happy with what is happening...
But I believe time will prove how good this man is (at least at this moment) =)

Why I can date with a new guy 2 months after I ended a 2 years relationship with another guy?
Hmmm... a typical answer: I feel it!!!
It comes and I don't want to let it go...
Not rational??? Maybe...
But this is me...


Edwin, Thanks for the effort...
I know the wall is kinda thick...
and you might get hurt in the process of breaking through it...
and thanks for comforting me all the time while you are bleeding =P
Now, you deserve what is hide from the wall you that want to break through...
and you know... It is wonderful...
specifically, She is wonderful...!!! LOL...
=)))


No words can describe my feeling now...
*complicated*


Zixian Baobei <3

Long Distance Relationship

If you really know me, you will find out an interesting fact that

I wish I won't get involve in long distance relationship because it is tough

BUT since 16 y/o till now, the guys I dated all stay far far away from my place...

kinda ironic!!! LOL

That day, there was one guy called and asked me this question

"How do you maintain long distance romantic relationship?"

I said "I don't know, you have to figure it out yourself."

I said I don't know is because

Everyone is special

there is no exact formula to help you deal with this kind of problems

But I believe there is a theory for it...

Communication, Trust and Consideration 

are the important elements for enhance and maintain romantic relationship's satisfaction

Got it?? I got it...

=)

zixian baobei

Rainy Morning

Love you too, no matter what you are...

LOL

What if I am a silly bitch who hates dog and with many bad habits???

But of course, I am not...

I am cute, pretty and charming girl instead... =P

so you are LUCKY

Wahaha

Feel great when I wake up in this morning and be able to talk with you

and also post the article like this which can definitely help me with enhancing my self-esteem...

LOL

It's raining outside

I wish I am having a McD Big Breakfast with three of you at BP

=(

zixian

318

A special day for me...

@>--

A special day for you too...

<3

zixian baobei

♥

踏出一步

原来这个世界可以这么的的海阔天空

♥♥♥

紫贤宝贝

=)

Repairing is progressed

Please be patient

LOL

...

当爱情靠近的时候

我胆怯了

人啊

总是特别记得那个脆弱的时刻

因为我们都怕痛

无数个夜晚

我流着眼泪  他不知道

这样让我觉得特别孤单

所以我告别了这个让我深深陷入寂寞的男人

恢复单身

我留着眼泪  他或许知道

这样的我  在那一刻 心空了

有些东西消失了  然后我控制不到

所以更害怕爱情

可是爱情啊

它有魔力

就算知道靠近可能会受伤

但还是会想靠近它的魔力

真可怕

想碰但怕痛

这样的心情

真累

紫贤宝贝

...

Attend my cousin's wedding lunch

and I am "JiMui"

Interesting but tiring process

the games are... pretty easy...

and I get some angpow also =)

spent the whole 2 days

for preparation & dating...

wow

I really need more sleep time now...

only sleep for less than 2 hours today...

this is so not "zixian"

LOL

ok lar, have to do my assignment now... jiayou... =)

zixian

Smile =)

发自内心的笑  真美

我们 要幸福呀 

我该不该剪刘海啊???

紫贤

...

昨天在starbucks开会

真的是晕死我了

哈

真是羡慕可以喝咖啡的人呀

by

zixian

Next

带着内疚的心情

我在想着你

为什么会内疚

因为那么快地把心清空了?

或许吧

下一次  一定要学会诚实与信任

没了任何一样  就什么都没有了

等我准备好呀

下一次  我来啦 =)

by

zixian

...

工作不忘娱乐自己一番

最近真的很忙呀

快累死了

昨天2点才回到家

累到连凉都不冲

只是简单的刷个牙

然后就马上让我的宝贝床拥抱着我

结果竟然失眠

真的是xxx

然后隔一天7点又给我爬起来

真的是xxx

Zixian,

Don't be too strict to yourself as you know you are not very good at handling stress

Don't push yourself too harsh.. But of course still need to push a bit lar..

But at least try don't keep reminding yourself about the unfinished assignmentss when you are in the bed...

haha...

Gal, everything will be just fine...

Zixian

...

Not Now

Not Now 

&

Not Now

At least 1 or 2 months later...

But thanks =)

Super hungry now...!!!

zixian

...

候佩岑说

“人活着嘛  痛一下也没关系”

“好的 不好的  都要接受  因为生命是一个过程”

那天我才说

心痛真的很痛

我不想再心痛了

不过现在想想

至少我认真活过

然后也清楚地感受到心痛是怎么样的

生命不就是一个过程又一个过程连接起来的东西

所以要懂得去享受

从今以后

不要再放大悲伤  缩小了我的快乐

zixian

最熟悉的陌生人

正在听着

最熟悉的陌生人

by萧亚轩

那位最熟悉的陌生人

不晓得过得好不好

不晓得工作顺不顺利

不晓得有没有过得比从前快乐

zixian